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March 31 Hocico - born to be hatedSince the day I came to this world I'm the so called fallen. I'm just a nail, nailed in the soul hurting their weak side. Collective thoughts of rage and aggression. My words defy their culture of fear. I'm a breathing offense for their nature. I know I'm fated to be against them. From all the pleasures my fave one comes. My loud laughter will be always heard! Hateful by nature, loathsome. I'm the incarnation of ancient rancors, Violent dreams of a once-caged bird. Stupid white men detest my roots And I won't drown in my own blood! Look in my eyes now you see clear a contradiction that brings the tears. A wild impulse waits for its time, I thank this anger for keeping me alive! I was born to be hated 'Cause I'll never be a part of their dirt. That's why I was born to be hated. Offenses are vain, every word's the same, That's why I was born to be hated 'Cause I represent just all that they fear. Chaos, all this is just vicious. I won't die for what a shithead says! Bastard pleasures, legions living for obsession of those mad dogs licking ass, Bastard pleasures... Does this face offend you? Does this skin offend you? I hope they do 'cause that's What I'm here for... I was born to be hated... Evanescence - The last song I am WASTING on you...Sparkling grey
Through my own veins. Any more than a whisper, any sudden movement of my heart and I know, I know I'll have to watch them pass away. Just get through this day... Give up your way, you could be anything. Give up my way and lose myself? Not today, that's too much guilt to pay. Sickened in the sun You dare tell me you love me. But you held me down and screamed you wanted me to die. Honey you know, you know I'd never hurt you that way. You're just so pretty in your pain... Give up my way, and I could be anything I'll make my own way! Without your senseless hate....hate...hate.....hate So run, run, run and hate me, if it feels good! I can't hear your screams anymore! You lied to me but I'm older now and I'm not buying, baby. Demanding my response? Don't bother breaking the door down. I found my way out...
And you'll never hurt me again... March 28 Seksi 2 - reanimatedIf I ever had the free time to level up my Nymphetamine, I would create a warcraft movie...
Here's a movie that I like. :) March 27 Poets of the fall - someone specialI wake up to the sound of rain upon my sill
Pick up the pieces of my yesterday old thrill Can I deliver this used up shiver To how I pronounce my life And I leave it up to faith to go by its own will Back row to the left, a little to the side Slightly out of the place Look beyond the light, where you'd least expect There's someone special A foggy morning greets me quietly today I smell a fragrance in the wind blowing my way And ever further I run to find her I yearn to define my life Placing my faith in chance to meet me in half way Back row to the left, a little to the side Slightly out of the place Look beyond the light, where you'd least expect There's someone special And she's here to write her name On my skin with kisses In the rain, hold my head and ease my pain In a world that's gone insane Back row to the left, a little to the side Slightly out of the place Look beyond the light, where you'd least expect There's someone special Bruderschaft - ForeverI don't believe in the existence of mercy's guiding hand... Not with all that I have witnessed, I cannot understand. Forever burdened with the knowledge that I could have been so much more When the truth is hard to suffer, I knew this all before. There is no comfort in faith, the heavens still will fall. A thousand towers rise before me and I cannot climb them all. There is no kind of joy in this, there is no time that it can heal, When emptiness enshadows bliss, there is nothing left to feel. I have not abandoned hope, though I know there's nothing more. Tired and alone, you forget what you hoped for. I will walk this ground forever and stand guard against your name. I will give all I can offer, I will shoulder all the blame. I am sentry to you now, all your hopes and all your dreams. I will hold you to the light, that's what forever means. I was never what you wanted, I could never never please. I swallowed all our sorrow in the midst of my disease. All my fortunes, all my gains, all the battles I have won... Now collapsing like the rain, I stand alone, your only son... Take some solace in these words, take notice of this place. Hollow whispers that they are, like the wind upon my face. Sing softly in my ear and look at me with wonder. I will try to ease your fear as the darkness pulls you under. I will walk this ground forever and stand guard against your name. I will give all I can offer, I will shoulder all the blame. I am sentry to you now, all your hopes and all your dreams. I will hold you to the light, that's what forever means. March 26 Mind.in.a.box - Amnesia I can see myself tucked in and fast asleep, looking all peaceful, but in my dreams I weep. from far up I'm looking down upon myself, and I wonder who it is that's lying there. I feel like in a world all beside myself, afraid I won't wake up, with no one there to care. I know someone used to watch me in my sleep, but some things seem just impossible to keep. I fight hard to bring it back into my mind, but to no use, it all seems to be a blank. I wonder what it was that had me defined, but one thing I know: I have myself to thank. I feel like I have amnesia, but I know it's myself I've lost. I wonder what's happened so far, and what might have been the cost. I'm not sure I want to know any of the things I've done. I don't know yet where to go, but I'll accept my past is gone. I feel like I have amnesia, and I've missed the heavenly host. I'm surprised I've come this far, living without what I need most. I don't think I can go back, to the things that were before. though I'm now always wearing black, I don't bemoan my life of yore. I wake up and feel like I should be at home, but I do not know this, it's not where I belong. my head is dazed and my mind is all confused, and I'm not quite sure that I'm really there. but the mirror shows me looking out, bemused, into a blank place that could be anywhere. I feel like I have been left out in the cold, and it hurts to know that this is all my fault. I leave this place to find familiar ground, but the whole world seems to have been rearranged. now my former self is nowhere to be found, and I know that it's myself that's changed. March 25 De/vision - Drowning soulJust keep breathing for me.
The stars are out for you tonight. Keep on breathing baby. It feels so good to be alive. It's a beautiful world. We got so much to do. This life is a grace and you know that it’s true. The sky ever blue, such a wonderful day. Forget all your sorrow and come out to play. And we slip... And we slide... Two drowning souls collide... I watch her creeping before me. I know we’re running out of time As we’re sinking slowly We’re dreaming of the days gone by... Under a fateful moon we got nothing to lose. This world is the place and somehow we pull trough. Right now is the time. Let go yesterday! Don’t think of tomorrow! We live for today... De/vision - Your hands on my skinOnly you know my perverted dreams. You know what I feel, you know what I really want. You are the only one I could prefer to touch you now, but I only want to know one thing at this point... Please tell me why I belong to you when I cry when I cry for your hands on my skin... Save the only thing you can, tell me what it is. Don't try to hide the perfect mess of your strange behavior. Please tell me... You.This is you. Eyes closed, out in the rain. You never thought you'd be doing something like this, you never saw yourself as, I don't know how you'd describe it... Is like one of those people who like looking up at the moon, who spend hours gazing at the waves or the sunset or... I guess you know the kind of people I'm talking about. Maybe you don't. Anyway, you kind of like being like this, fighting the cold, feeling the water seep through your shirt and getting through your skin. And the feel of the ground growing soft beneath your feet. And the smell. And the sound of the rain hitting the leaves. All the things they talked about in the books you haven't read. This is you, who would have guessed it? You.
You don't know who or what you're praying to, but you pray. You don't even regret the life that you're not gonna have, because by then you'll be dead. And the dead don't feel anything. Not even regret. Είδη metal (σημείωση : πρέπει να είσαι πολύ no-lifer για να το πάρεις στα σοβαρά, buy some humor! )Είδος ροκ μουσικής που αναπτύχθηκε στα τέλη της δεκαετίας του 60. Χαρακτηρίζεται από τον παραμορφωμένο ήχο της κιθάρας, τα γρήγορα σόλο και τύμπανα και τα κακά φωνητικά. Τα παρακάτω σενάρια με ήρωες τον πρωταγωνιστή, τη φυλακισμένη σε κάστρο πριγκίπισσα και τον δράκο που τη φυλάει, αποδίδουν μερικές απ' τις γεύσεις του μέταλ: Heavy Metal: Ο πρωταγωνιστής καταφτάνει με μια harley, σκοτώνει τον δράκο, πίνει μερικές μπύρες και πηδάει την πριγκίπισσα. Power Metal: Ο πρωταγωνιστής καταφτάνει καβάλα σ' ένα λευκό μονόκερω, ξεφεύγει απ' τον δράκο, σώζει την πριγκίπισσα και της κάνει έρωτα σ' ένα μαγεμένο δάσος. Thrash Metal: Ο πρωταγωνιστής καταφτάνει, πολεμάει τον δράκο, σώζει την πριγκίπισσα και την πηδάει. Folk Metal: Ο πρωταγωνιστής καταφτάνει με μερικούς φίλους του που παίζουν ακορντεόν, βιολιά, φλάουτα κι άλλα περίεργα όργανα, ο δράκος την πέφτει για ύπνο (απ' τον χορό κτλ). Μετά φεύγουν όλοι... χωρίς την πριγκίπισσα. Viking Metal: Ο πρωταγωνιστής καταφτάνει με πλοίο, σκοτώνει τον δράκο με το επιβλητικό τσεκούρι του και τον τρώει, βιάζει την πριγκίπισσα μέχρι θανάτου, κλέβει τα υπάρχοντά της και βάζει φωτιά στο κάστρο πριν φύγει. Death Metal: Ο πρωταγωνιστής καταφτάνει, σκοτώνει τον δράκο, πηδάει την πριγκίπισσα και τη σκοτώνει, μετά φεύγει. Black Metal: Ο πρωταγωνιστής καταφτάνει τα μεσάνυχτα, σκοτώνει τον δράκο και τον παλουκώνει μπροστά στο κάστρο. Μετά σοδομίζει την πριγκίπισσα και πριν τη σκοτώσει, πίνει το αίμα της σε τελετή. Μετά παλουκώνει και την πριγκίπισσα δίπλα στον δράκο. Gore Metal: Ο πρωταγωνιστής καταφτάνει, σκοτώνει τον δράκο και σκορπίζει τα σωθικά του μπροστά στο κάστρο, πηδάει την πριγκίπισσα και τη σκοτώνει. Μετά πηδάει πάλι το πτώμα, σχίζει το στομάχι και τρώει τα σωθικά της. Μετά πηδάει το κουφάρι για τρίτη φορά, το καίει και το πηδάει για τελευταία φορά. Grind Metal: Ο πρωταγωνιστής καταφτάνει, ουρλιάζει κάτι εντελώς ανεπίδεκτο αποκρυπτογράφησης για περίπου 2 λεπτά και φεύγει... Doom Metal: Ο πρωταγωνιστής καταφτάνει, διαπιστώνει το μέγεθος του δράκου και σκέφτεται ότι δεν θα μπορούσε να τον νικήσει ποτέ, έτσι του προκαλείται κατάθλιψη κι αυτοκτονεί. Ο δράκος τρώει το πτώμα του και την πριγκίπισσα για επιδόρπιο. Κι αυτό είναι το τέλος μιας λυπητερής ιστορίας. Gothic Metal: Η πριγκίπισσα με βελούδινη αμφίεση τραγουδάει σοπράνο. Ο πρωταγωνιστής συμπληρώνει το ντουέτο, ως το «τέρας», ενώ ο δράκος παίζει φλάουτο. Ξαφνικά το καταπίνει και κατά λάθος καίει με φλόγα την πεντάμορφη και το τέρας και πεθαίνει από ασφυξία. Οι τρεις ψυχές καταδικάζονται εις το πυρ το εξώτερο αιώνια. Progressive Metal: Ο πρωταγωνιστής καταφτάνει με μια κιθάρα και σολάρει για 26 λεπτά. Ο δράκος αυτοκτονεί από τη βαρεμάρα. Ο πρωταγωνιστής μπαίνει στην κρεβατοκάμαρα της πριγκίπισσας, παίζει άλλο ένα σόλο με όλες τις τεχνικές που έμαθε τον τελευταίο χρόνο στο ωδείο. Η προγκίπισσα το σκάει ψάχνοντας για τον Heavy Metal πρωταγωνιστή. Industrial Metal: Ο πρωταγωνιστής καταφτάνει φορώντας ένα λιγδιασμένο παλτό, χειρονομεί άσεμνα κατά του δράκου και οι σεκιουριτάδες τον πετάνε έξω απ' τη νεραϊδοχώρα. Speed Metal: Πολύ ξαφνικά, μικρό σόλο, ο δράκος μπερδεύεται, κάποιος στριγκλίζει περίεργα πράγματα, η πριγκίπισσα αντιλαμβάνεται ότι ξεπαρθενεύτηκε, ο δράκος και η πριγκίπισσα ακόμα ψάχνουν αυτόν που τα έκανε. Christian Metal: Ο πρωταγωνιστής καταφτάνει γυρίζοντας απ' την ενορία της περιοχής του και τραγουδάει μια σαχλή power μπαλάντα στον δράκο, λέγοντας πόσο πολύ τον αγαπάει ο Χριστός και ότι ο δράκος θα πρέπει να πάει κοντά Του. Ο δράκος ασπάζεται αμέσως τον Χριστιανισμό και όταν η πριγκίπισσα προσπαθεί να ευχαριστήσει τον πρωταγωνιστή, αυτός της απαντάει ότι είναι κατά της ερωτικής πράξης πριν το γάμο. Glam Metal: Ο πρωταγωνιστής καταφτάνει, ο δράκος σκάει στα γέλια με την εμφάνιση του τύπου και τον αφήνει να μπει. Ο πρωταγωνιστής κλέβει το μέικ απ της πριγκίπισσας και προσπαθεί να βάψει το κάστρο ένα υπέροχο ροζάκι. Battle Metal: Ο πρωταγωνιστής καταφτάνει με μια λεγεώνα εκατό γενναίων πεζικάριων, άρματα και μια ντουζίνα εκλεκτών μαχητών. Ως μέγας ειδικός στην τακτική, πολιορκεί το δράκο επί 6 ώρες και τελικά τον πλευροκοπά. Η πριγκίπισσα πλήττει. Tech Metal: Ο Πρωταγωνιστής παίζει ένα ολόκληρο τονικό riff αλλάζοντας ανάμεσα στα 11/16 και 13/16 με το αριστερό του χέρι καθώς χτυπάει μία αυξανόμενη χρωματική σειρά με το δεξί. Ο Δράκος παθαίνει ένα μαζικό εγκεφαλικό ανεύρυσμα και πεθαίνει. Η πριγκίπισσα πάει σε μουσική σχολή για να καταλάβει τι στο διάολο έπαιζε ο πρωταγωνιστής. Nu Metal: Ο πρωταγωνιστής καταφτάνει μ' ένα κατεστραμμένο Honda Civic κι επιχειρεί να πολεμήσει τον δράκο αλλά καίγεται μέχρι θανάτου όταν τα γελοία φαρδιά ρούχα του πιάνουν φωτιά. Emo Metal: Ο πρωταγωνιστής βλέπει τον δράκο, κάτι ψελλίζει εκεί για το πόσο δύσκολο θα είναι να καταφέρει την πριγκίπισσα να τον ερωτευτεί, και τον τρώει ο δράκος. Η πριγκίπισσα είναι πολύ χαρούμενη, γιατί στην τελική ο πρωταγωνιστής δεν ήταν παρά μια κλαψιάρα αδερφή. UnterART - MementoI cut my name, I cut it deep
I take my time I come when you're asleep I'm leaving you in red and bloodstained sheets I cut my name in your heart
with a knife the sharpest I can get as cruel as you have left my broken heart I cut my name in your heart
I want you to feel my pain I cut my name in your heart I can't live without your love I cut my name right in your heart I can live with your pain but I can't live I can't live without your love I cut my name in your heart with my fingernails I hurt what still remains you never will forget, forget my name I cut the letters, bit by bit
and in the end you certainly admit a whisper of disease lies on your lips I cut my name in your heart I want you to feel my pain I cut my name in your heart I can't live without your love I wanna drown in your blood I cut my name right in your heart I can live with your pain but I can't live I can't live without your love March 24 Infected mushroom - Becoming insaneSo, after I've seen 2 friends to listen the new "infected mushroom" album, I thought that I should give it a shot too. To be honest, I never was a fan of psytrance/goa besides a couple of tunes that really stuck in your head when you listen to them. "Becoming insane" is a mix of guitar/electric guitar and electronic that, suprisingly for me, is so far the only song that I've listened from the album: I got it on repeat everytime I get a break from reading javascript!
As for the meaning of the song...Well it's about someone that lost his mind over something, that drives him insane everytime he does it. Who gives a fuck about meaning anyway? This song has it's meaning to me and I will definitely remember the tune everytime a bitch or bastard drive me insane! March 22 Nevermore - The heart collector To see the actor without tears Dark rivers carve the years between the lines of self control In my psychotic karmic fear, I own your tears anyway And I am you and we are not afraid And we won't be here for long The heart collector sings his song that's slowly boiling over "Nevermore to feel the pain" The heart collector sang And I won't be feeling hollow for so long "Nevermore to feel the pain" The words fall out like fire Just believe when you can't believe anymore The stage is empty now I hope we hold and cannot allow The corrupt eclectic takes his fatal bow March 20 Flesh field - recoilI don’t think you understand. You’ve never seen this face before. I tried to tell you I’m not the man you took me for. A silhouette, a shell. No, what you knew was not me. A façade, a charade. Now can you see more clearly? Everything is gone. I can’t feel anymore. And now I can expose you for everything you are. I am perversion and decay. I am hatred and greed. I am everything I hid from you. Now tell me, do you like what you see? No truth in anything you tell me, In anything you show me, In anything you ever do. Deceit. You never cared about me. You never felt for anyone Unless they had something to offer you. Don’t let me inside you. You’re not prepared, And I can’t turn back before I infect you. I just want you to see. So beautiful on the outside, Yet so obscene on the other side. And now you recoil from me. Can you see me in the light? Do you know me, and were you right? I just thought you should know me. Flesh field - Haven
March 19 Blutengel - Navigator (feat. Sara Nox) Every time i look in to your deep blue eyes, I can see myself, covered behind the wall of lies I know you want me to be like the angel in your dreams But i´m not that strong, i´dont have wings to fly Tell me what you think of me Tell me your desire Tell me what you want from me Will i ever understand ? I´m not the angel of your dreams Nothing is quite as it seems And i´m not from heaven sent I´m not holy just like you I´m just a ride around the storm At the edge of time i was born I´m the lonely navigator I guide you through this passage of life I´m not the angel of your dreams Nothing is quite as it seems And i´m not from heaven sent I´m not holy just like you Can you hear the demon cry ? Can you hear, they are coming, Can you hear the demon cry ? Will you ever understand ? All you want is just a helping hand Helping you to live your life You´re on your knees and pray for the angel That brings you salvation and dispair You falling deep into an endless sleep and i know i´m free I´m free again... I´m not the angel of your dreams Nothing is quite as it seems And i´m not from heaven sent I´m not holy just like you I´m just a ride around the storm At the edge of time i was born I´m the lonely navigator I guide you through this passage of life I´m not the angel of your dreams Nothing is quite as it seems And i´m not from heaven sent I´m not holy just like you I´m just a ride around the storm At the edge of time i was born I´m the lonely navigator I guide you through this passage of life I´m not the angel of your dreams Nothing is quite as it seems And i´m not from heaven sent I´m not holy just like you Nine inch nails - Gave upThis song is written for me, right?
Perfect little dream,
the kind that hurts the most. Forgot how it feels, well...almost. No one to blame, always the same. Open my eyes, wake up in flames... It took you to make me realize... It took you to make me realize... It took you to make me realize... It took you to make me see the light. Smashed up my sanity, smashed up my integrity, smashed up what i believed in, smashed up what's left of me, smashed up my everything! Smashed up all that was true gonna smash myself to pieces: I don't know what else to do... Covered in hope and vaseline still cannot fix this broken machine! Watching the hole it used to be mine, just watching it burn in my steady systematic decline of the trust i will betray, give it to me, i throw it away after everything i've done i hate myself for what i've become... Diary of dreams - She and her darkness [farewell] My heart weights minimum a ton. An army's feet pounding on my head. Maybe I'll wake up one day to notice that all my life was just a dream... And maybe I'll be better off without you. You left me here with all my thoughts. I'd write a zillion words or walk a million miles. I'd sleep on broken glass just not to lose your smiles. I travel for you around the world collecting moments, o how absurd. To bring you beauty, to bring you joy I wish I'd be a little boy... Where is that silence you promised me? Why is that distance so close to me? Why is your violence still hurting me? Why are your eyes avoiding me? Let me say thank you for all that you have given me. Thank you for everything you've done. Forgive me for saying one last thing: I miss you and I hope you hear this song! I travel for you around the world collecting moments, o how absurd. To bring you beauty, to bring you joy I wish I'd be a little boy... I'm dying for you, can't you see? I'm lying for you to be free! I hunger for you, 'cause I can't eat! I'd vanish for you in defeat...................................... .. .. .. . . . . |
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