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January 31 Evanescence - missingPlease, please forgive me,
But I won't be home again. Maybe someday you'll look up, And, barely conscious, you'll say to no one: "Isn't something missing?" You won't cry for my absence, I know. You forgot me long ago. Am I that unimportant...? Am I so insignificant...? Isn't something missing? Isn't someone missing me? Even though I'm the sacrifice, You won't try for me, not now. Though I'd die to know you love me, I'm all alone. Isn't someone missing me? January 29 Meat loaf - I'd lie for you ( and that's the truth! )I'd never tell you one lie, I'd never let you down.
I'd never leave, I'd be the one who'd always be around. Baby give me a chance... I'd pull the sun down from the sky to light your darkest night. I wouldn't let one drop of rain fall down into your life. Put your heart in my hands. Baby believe me I could never do you wrong And I would never paint your world blue... And if sometimes it seems I must have lost my mind I might be crazy, but I'm crazy about you I'd lie for you and that's the truth
Do anything you asked me to I'd even sell my soul for you I'd do it all for you If you'd just believe in me Just take a look in my eyes, you'll see a love that's blind
Just take a hold of my hand, I'll take you to paradise Ain't a star that's too far Your every wish will be a wish that I will make come true And if you want the moon I swear I'll bring it down for you Let me into your heart Believe me baby, got your name carved on my soul 'Cause you're the only one that I'll give it too Go let'em say that I'm a fool to act this way 'Cause if I'm crazy, then I'm crazy 'bout you! I'd lie for you and that's the truth
Do anything you asked me too I'd even sell my soul for you I'd do it all for you If you'd just believe in me I'd lie for you and that's the truth Move mountains if you want me to I'd walk across the fire for you I'd walk on the wild for you If you'd just believe in me And you will never see a day I'll ever break your heart
You'll see the sky fall down before it ever gets that far I'll show you heaven every second that you're in my arms Baby I'm crazy, but I'm crazy 'bout you I'd lie for you and that's the truth... January 28 Heaven is hotter than hell?The temperature of heaven can be rather accurately computed. Our authority is the Bible, Isaiah 30:26 reads, Moreover, the light of the moon shall be as the light of the sun and the light of the sun shall be sevenfold as the light of seven days. Thus, heaven receives from the moon as much radiation as the earth does from the sun, and in addition seven times seven (forty nine) times as much as the earth does from the sun, or fifty times in all. The light we receive from the moon is one ten-thousandth of the light we receive from the sun, so we can ignore that. With these data we can compute the temperature of heaven: The radiation falling on heaven will heat it to the point where the heat lost by radiation is just equal to the heat received by radiation. In other words, heaven loses fifty times as much heat as the earth by radiation. Using the Stefan-Boltzmann fourth power law for radiation
(H/E)4 = 50
where E is the absolute temperature of the earth, 300°K (273+27). This gives H the absolute temperature of heaven, as 798° absolute (525°C).
The exact temperature of hell cannot be computed but it must be less than 444.6°C, the temperature at which brimstone or sulfur changes from a liquid to a gas. Revelations 21:8: But the fearful and unbelieving... shall have their part in the lake which burneth with fire and brimstone." A lake of molten brimstone [sulfur] means that its temperature must be at or below the boiling point, which is 444.6°C. (Above that point, it would be a vapor, not a lake.)
We have then, temperature of heaven, 525°C (977°F). Temperature of hell, less than 445°F).
Therefore heaven is hotter than hell. January 24 Nine inch nails - Gave upPerfect little dream,
the kind that hurts the most. Forgot how it feels... well...almost. No one to blame, always the same. open my eyes, wake up in flames. t took you to make me realize...
it took you to make me realize... it took you to make me realize... it took you to make me see the light! Smashed up my sanity! Smashed up my integrity! Smashed up what i believed in! Smashed up what's left of me! Smashed up my everything! Smashed up all that was true! Gonna smash myself to pieces... i don't know what else to do. Covered in hope and vaseline still cannot fix this broken machine! Watching the hole it used to be mine... Just watching it burn in my steady systematic decline... of the trust i will betray, give it to me, I throw it away... after everything i've done I hate myself for what i've become... Garbage - the trick is to keep breathingShe's not the kind of girl
who likes to tell the world about the way she feels about herself. She takes a little time in making up her mind, She doesn't want to fight against the tide. Lately I'm not the only one
I say never trust anyone. Always the one who has to drag her down. Maybe you'll get what you want this time around... Can't bear to face the truth.
So sick he cannot move. And when it hurts he takes it out on you... Lately I'm not the only one
I say never trust anyone. Always the one who has to drag her down. Maybe you'll get what you want this time around... The trick is to keep breathing. The trick is to keep breathing... Sonic Syndicate - Only inhumanMy presence of mind
Gave away the route to find Incessant self-discipline... And I took it to my heart In return it besieged all my emotions In return it raped my consciousness Can no longer tell if this is my voice Or the thing deep inside of me WILL I EVER FIND MY REFUGE NOW
EVER KNOW MYSELF AGAIN WILL I EVER LEARN TO TREASURE THE ONES I CARE FOR EVERYONE LEAVES IN THE END DOESN'T MATTER HOW HARD YOU HOLD ON DOESN'T MATTER HOW MUCH YOU DRAIN YOUR HEART FOR Trust kill on my mind
How do you define
The infestation of mine How do you define A Invocation of a fallen... Searching for something better
Will I ever find something better? All that's left of me are counterfeit emotions All that's left of me is an artificial soul Even so a black void in this synthetic core Will always mark where, where the heart used to beat... January 23 The rasmus - In the shadowsNo sleep...
No sleep untill I'm done with finding the answer... Won't stop... Won't stop before I find a cure for this cancer... Sometimes I feel I'm going down and so disconnected... Somehow I know that I am haunted to be wanted... I've been watching,
I've been waiting, In the shadows for my time. I've been searching, I've been living For tomorrow all my life... They say
that I must learn to kill before I can feel safe... But I I'd rather kill myself then turn into their slave. Sometimes I feel that I should go and play with the thunder. Somehow I just don't wanna stay and wait for a wonder... I've been watching,
I've been waiting, In the shadows for my time. I've been searching, I've been living For tomorrow all my life... Lately I've been walking, walking in circles,
Watching, waiting for something. Feel me, touch me, feel me, come take me higher... I've been watching,
I've been waiting, I've been searching, I've been living for tomorrows... In the shadows...
In the shadows... I've been waiting... The rasmus - guiltyI feel guilty.
My words are empty. No signs to give you. I don't have the time for you. You say i'm heartless
and you say i don't care. I used to be there for you and you've said i seem so dead, that i have changed but so have you. Guilty, guilty i feel so
empty, empty you know how to make me feel... I put a shield upon you.
I didn't mean to hurt you. I would have only poisoned your mind, never meant to make you cry... You've been so thoughtless.
I can see right through you. You used to be there for me so don't you leave and say goodbye cause you have changed but so have I... I never though that the time and the distance
between us made you so much colder. I'll carry the world on my shoulders... Guilty, guilty i feel so empty, empty you know how to make me feel... Save the internet It was only yesterday that I learned about this, yet it existed so long ago. I will try to reproduce the words that a lot of people
are saying about net neutrality, however this blog entry alone is not able to enlight you about the size of the problem that everyone
that uses the internet to express his opinion, to offer advice, participate in conversations and exchange opinions, is facing.
But it's true. And if we won't do something, then soon the goverments, the ISP's and the software manifacturers will pull a string
to the common rights that all people must have equal inside the internet. I will refer to some simple facts : the restriction of MMORPG
games in Korea and the restriction of youtube for Turkey. The next thing we will know is for organizations to allow us to post non-offending-to-their-business material in our blogs?
I will like to give you the main website for this campaign which is www.savetheinternet.com and also, I am posting a personal video made by a good friend of mine.
Because the greatest changes in the history of mankind, are the ones that start from the expression of the few against the many...
2 lost poemsToday with the help of 2 friends I've managed to recover 2 poems that I wrote sometime at 2007 and,
even though someone can easily copy-paste them as one of their own, I will still publish them here, because I don't think
that they are good enough to steal them :(
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January 22 ...Ever feel like like you're a shell of what you used to be?
Your heart is gone.
Your love and passion for life is gone...
Even though everyone around you is content with life.
Everyone wants to help, but no one understands.
Don't hold me.
Don't pity me.
Don't comfort me.
Don't try to love me.
Just GO AWAY!!!!
Combichrist - Tonight I woke to the rain of blood
Last night my shadow went to heaven.
My body is here. My soul in hell. Last night I killed... I can't remember who I killed and why I loved. Last night will never seem close to heaven... Today I Woke To The Rain Of Blood A rain of blood... I Think I might have killed the world
but anyway, I'm better off alone... A rain of blood...
I Think I might have killed the world
but anyway, I'm better off alone. I'm better off alone... January 21 Imogen Heap - Speeding carsHere's the day you hoped would never come.
Don't feed me violins, just run with me through rows of speeding cars. The papercuts, the cheating lovers. The coffee's never strong enough. I know you think it's more than just bad luck... There there, baby,
it's just text book stuff: It's in the ABC of growing up! Now now, darling don't lose your head: None of us were angels and you know I love you, yeah... Sleeping pills know, sleeping dogs lie.
Never far enough away glistening in the cold sweat of guilt I've watched you slowly winding down for years. You can't keep on like this now's a bad a time as any. There there, baby, it's just text book stuff: It's in the ABC of growing up! Now now, darling don't lose your head: None of us were angels and you know I love you, yeah... it's ok by me. It was a long time ago... January 20 Apocalyptica - Bittersweet (featuring Ville Valo and Lauri from Rasmus)
I’m giving up the ghost of love She is the one that I adore, Break this bittersweet spell on me, Bittersweet, I’m bearing a cross Break this bittersweet spell on me Bittersweet, Break this bittersweet spell on me
Bittersweet.
January 19 Tim Booth - dance of bad angelsTim Booth and the bad angel - The dance of bad angelsWhat a journey,
so hard to describe. Your harbour so small, The ocean so wide. Spin the wheel, spin the wheel. go wherever she spins. Surrender to this wave that's rolling in. Homing fingers Raising expectations. What a feeling under the stars. I'm so shaken, about to explode. Oh my god, please take me now... See the statue growing wings. Dance with me around this fire,
I don't believe that God exists, but I believe in you... January 18 Redemption at the perfect time... You know, there are a lot of occassions where people, for one reason or for other, blame themselves. That appears mostly
when someone thinks of himself/herself as too weak to resolve the situation that is at hand. And most of the time, happens
to people that are emotional (or emos), but for someone to be emotional doesn't mean that he has to listen to music or cut
his hair in a way. Emotions are what define us from machines. But the worst part is, sadness becomes guilt and then it's
starting to pull you down, without control of it.
And there are no angels. There is no heaven or hell to begin with. I can only do the things I do for good, because the good
inside me exists by its own and not because a religion is forcing me to do it. So there is no divine authority that will start doing
its work to make things right. And sooner or later, the person must either try to make this right or trap himself in his dreams that
tried to make real.
That kind of person is me.
When the crossroad of life comes underneath our feet, we can either decide to stick inside a room, forever thinking how can
we be so wrong, how can we be so guilty and why did we let this happen... Or to accept what is done as past and make our hearts
sold rock, carrying on with our lives and be sure that the past mistakes won't be also the future.
But for such a thing to happen for me, such a great change, I needed a person to guide me, to believe in me, to offer me her hand
in the right time, to trust me. A kind person, filled with true compassion, that was almost always near me and I couldn't see it, for my
judgement was blind.
Thank you, Olga
 you are a true friend  Sum 41 - In too deepThe faster we’re falling,
We’re stopping and stalling We’re running in circles again Just as things we’re looking up You said it wasn’t good enough But still we’re trying One more time Maybe we’re just Trying too hard When really it’s closer Than it is too far 'Cause I’m in too deep
And I’m trying to keep, Up above in my head Instead of going under 'Cause I’m in too deep And I’m trying to keep, Up above in my head Instead of going under Instead of going under Seems like each time
I’m with you I loose my mind, Because I’m bending over Backwards to relate It’s one thing to complain But when you’re Driving me insane Well then I think it’s time That we took a break Maybe we’re just
Trying too hard When really it’s closer Than it is too far 'Cause I’m in too deep
And I’m trying to keep, Up above in my head Instead of going under 'Cause I’m in too deep And I’m trying to keep, Up above in my head Instead of going under Instead of going under Instead of going under I can’t sit back
And wonder why It took so long for this to die And I hate it when you fake it You can’t hide it you might As well embrace it So believe me it’s not easy It seems that Something’s telling me 'Cause I’m in too deep And I’m trying to keep, Up above in my head Instead of going under 'Cause I’m in too deep And I’m trying to keep, Up above in my head Instead of going under Instead of going under Instead of going under again January 17 Anathema - Fragile dreamsTonight your soul sleeps, but one day you will feel real pain,
maybe then you will see mee as I am, A fragile wreck on a storm of emotion. Countless times I trusted you,
I let you back in, Knowing... Yearning... you know? I should have run... but I stayed. Maybe I always knew,
My fragile dreams would be broken for you... Today I introduced myself,
To my own feelings, In silent agony, after all these years, They spoke to me... after all these years... Maybe I always knew... Cranberries - Electric blue eyesElectric blue eyes, where did you come from?
Electric blue eyes, who sent you? Electric blue eyes, always be near me, Electric blue eyes, I need you (Na, na, noh, Na, na, noh, Na, na, noh, Na, na, noh) Domine, Domine, Deus
Domine, Adiuva Me Domine, Domine, Deus Domine, Adiu, Adiuma Me Hey,eh, hey, eh If you should go, you should know...I love you If you should go, you should know..I'm here Always be near me, guardian angel Always be near me, there's no fear (Na, na, noh, Na, na, noh, Na, na, noh, Na, na, noh) Διάφανα κρίνα - Η αγάπη είναι ένας σκύλος απ'την κόλαση.Πάνω μου γέρνει ένας σακάτης ουρανός.
Ριγούν τ' αστέρια, πέφτουν στο αδιάβροχό μου. Είναι συνήθεια που έχω από μικρός ν΄ αγαπάω ό,τι με σπρώχνει στο χαμό μου... Υφαίνω σάβανα με ήλιους παιδικούς,
αναρωτιέμαι αν θα βρω κάποιο σου χνάρι. Μαθαίνω νέα σου από δαίμονες τρελούς, απ΄ αστροναύτες που σε είδαν στο φεγγάρι... Κάνω παρέα με λεπρούς που θέλουν χάδια,
μ' άγια ρεμάλια και μυαλά σακατεμένα. Κατατρεγμένους που αγκαλιάζουνε σκοτάδια. μήπως ακούσω και μου πουν κάτι για σένα... Και έτσι βυθίζομαι στην άβυσσο μ΄ απόγνωση
αφού μακριά σου έτσι κι αλλιώς είμαι χαμένος. Η αγάπη είναι ένας σκύλος απ΄ την κόλαση και εγώ έχω φτάσει εκεί και την προσμένω... Κάποτε δεν πίστευα στην μοίρα. Είχα την εντύπωση πως όλα περνάνε από το χέρι μας, πως μπορούμε να διορθώσουμε τα σφάλματα και να καταφέρουμε πολλά αν προσπαθήσουμε σκληρά να πάμε κόντρα στα εμπόδια που εμφανίζονται κατά καιρούς και οφείλονται κυρίως από έλλειψη σωστής επικοινωνίας ή διαφορές καταστάσεις που εμείς ευθυνόμαστε και όμως, δεν αποδεχόμαστε πως διορθώνονται...
Τώρα πλέον, πιστεύω πως μπορεί να μην υπάρχει η μοίρα όπως την εννοεί ο λαός, αλλά υπάρχει ένα "σενάριο στο περίπου" με πρωταγωνιστές εμάς, να το μετατρέπουμε σε κωμωδία, σε δράμα, σε περιπέτεια επικών διαστάσεων. Να κάνουμε τα δύσκολα - εύκολα και το αντίστροφο, να παλεύουμε για την επιβίωση ανάμεσα στα σενάρια που μας δείχνει καθημερινά ο ήλιος και να ησυχάζουμε στο φώς του φεγγαριού, με την ελπίδα ό,τι αύριο μπορεί να είναι καλύτερα από χθές και ό,τι όλα τα εμπόδια θα χαθούν με την καλή θέληση και την κατανόηση των ανθρώπων που μας αγαπάνε, αλλά και με τις δικές μας προσπάθειες...
Όμως, κάποια πράγματα που δεν είναι στο σενάριο, δεν θα γίνουν ποτέ όσο και να προσπαθήσουμε. Στον κόσμο των άπειρων πιθανοτήτων τότε, ένα όνειρο αρχίζει να σβήνει όπως το φώς των αστεριών που γίνονται ορατά αφού χαθούν.
Και το μόνο αληθινά υπαρκτό αλλά όχι απτό, γίνεται στο τέλος μόνο το γλυκό συναίσθημα της δίψας για όνειρο:
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